this is a scheduled post (well, most of my blog posts is, but this is a more personal
post than all my thinspo/pics)… anyway, i’m back in this european city where i go
when i need some time alone. time to get new energy and motivation to resist all
those f*cking horrible cravings – loose weight.
my weight loss stands still… that means that there is no weight loss!!! and that is
NOT okay… something really has to be done. NOW!!! way too many months have
passed without enough results!!! i can’t take this shit any longer. so, hopefully this
trip will change things. otherwise i don’t know what to do.